Ode to our future child

I was pregnant when I wrote this, but had a feeling that it wasn’t going to be a successful pregnancy. 11/8/18.

I don’t know you, but I love you. You inhabit half of my heart. The other half belongs to your big sister. We are waiting for you. We will wait however long it takes until you are ready to join us. Our reoccurring heartache will only strengthen our pure love for you. We will be so lucky to have you. I can feel you out there...come to us, Ever. Stay with us.