Another day closer. Negative pregnant test, 11 dpo. IVF egg retrieval cycle number 1 will commence within the next few days. I have so many mixed emotions, at completely different ends of the emotional spectrum. Fear, despair, hope, excitement.
Seeing a positive pregnancy test is a double ended sword for those of us with multiple losses. I am afraid of a positive, because I don’t want to lose another. I’m scared to go through that again. Anxieties surround us like air.
I’m hopeful for a successful retrieval. We will take it one step at a time. We are freezing and testing our embryos. No matter what, we will be closer to our baby.
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