I’m nearly 14 weeks now and we have seen the little babe multiple times via ultrasound, and heard his heartbeat numerous times. We announced on social media, though “saying it out loud” was scary. I am finding myself feeling like now that I am pregnant, and it is going well, I have no right to continue to grieve and feel loss for my miscarriages. I wish that being successful in this journey meant erasing the awful hell that has led up to this point. I’m not dwelling on it, but the worry, anxiety, and grief does creep in here and there. And now I feel guilty about it, mostly because of those who are still in the midst of their infertility. I need to find a therapist.
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